Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Through dreamy eyes I see clearly...

They say if your not tired then your not working hard enough, but damn I love my sleep, lol. I have been putting the finishing touches on my album "Pulse" that has taken about a year now which is good considering I'm balling on a budget. I am so ready to wrap this present up and send it out to you all. I was on the radio yesterday which was cool, actually "Ready for the World" was the song the DJ wanted to play because that was his favorite song off the EP-Watch Out. I am blessed with all the things that have been coming my way, but I'm tired sometimes I wonder if I'm doing enough or is my lethargy taking over. I keep going and going and going to make sure I am making moves and moving forward. It seems at times such a slow process and yet I feel a lot is being done with respects to my project. It will be such a breath of fresh air to have it completed and out into the world wide web and beyond. I have been working more on the stage show to make sure its exceptional so I can strengthen
all the loose ends and be on point. The dancers are finally coming together and it looks like its going to be a performance of a lifetime (not one, but the entire BPS brand). I am trying to imagine what it will be like, the success I desire when it unfolds, all my dreams coming true and yet I find it difficult to fathom the butterfly effect. Its unfortunate that most decisions have to be stalled because of money. Most dreams have to wait because of time. I see this as all apart of the journey to success it will be that much sweeter after the long, arduous, challenging summit to the top of the mountain. Although it seems cumbersome being in complete control, I don't know if it could happen another way, I love learning from every opportunity that arises. The peaks and valleys are the same as in life so this road is nothing new its the attitude you carry with you along the way that dictates the interpretation of the experiences. So sleepy or not I see clearly the fork in the road.....I know which way to go....

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